As the days and months went by and I grew in size day in and day out there was really nothing I could do. Now I know that sounds stupid to most of you but I was under the influence of a very different sort of EVIL. A manipulative sort of person who had a mental illness that my love for food was feeding into and I just did not know how or what to do about it. There were several stories of horrible abuse that I would love to tell you but I just cant remember them all but I will do my best to pass them along. I remember 1 times when I was about 3 yrs into this mess when I just wanted to get out no matter what I had to do. But it had gotten to the point where it was so bad that I needed a lot of help to get this accomplished. So I eventually found a neighbor to help me reach out to the outside world. I know this all sounds fucking wierd but you have to put yourself in the mind set that lets pretend you were in prison but there were no guards accept her daughter and a few neighbors that she had convinced that I was a bad person.
You see after I got out of Jail (which I thought of as a new beginning for us) she soon went back to her old ways of manipulation and deciept. I was soon back on the road to being huge after I had lost over 150 lbs in Jail and Iwas getting pissed at myself and so was my family (as well they should of) but I was held prosoner in my own home with mo way to get anywhere or communicate with anyone. She had the only keys to the car which actually did not matter since I was to big to get behind and wheel of any car to even drive. She would always take the phones with her whenever she would go somewhere and this is when I had my chances to escape when I did. On a daily basis she would go do errands like take the daughter to school, go see her many Dr's. Etc. Etc. and this I found out would be my opportunity to get the hell out of there.
So after getting a friendly neighbor named John to help me with a spare phone he had I was able to make arrangement to get out of the house. Now this would include a truck so I could ride in the back since no other car could accomodate me and the timing of it all was crucial. So eventually it was all set and the day came when she left for her errands and I made the call for the ride to come and get me. Now at this particualr time my mother lived in Hawaii so she was not involved this time around. They were on vacation back to New York visiting some friends and I had made arrangement to meet up with them in a few days and I remember my mom being so happy. So I dissappear and I remember the neighbors who were her friends seeing me get into the truck just waiting to tell her the whole story. You must remember there were no cell phones in these days so the word didnt get around like it would of today.
So I get to the "SAFE HOUSE" where my friend was waiting for me and had made all the sleeping arrangement and all. And my X had no idea who this person was or where she lived so there was no chance of me being found. My plan was to get to Hawaii where my mom lived and to go o ver there and rehab and lose some weight and to get myself to a point where I could live life again. Below are some pics of when I did make it over to Hawaii with my sister.
Well I did all of this but there was some problems with the whole thing, you see my x had found out that I was going to my moms and that was not to hard to find out. You see my X was a very smart, evil sort of person where she could call up like in this case the phone company and get her address by saying she was my moms and neede to see what they had for her address since she was not getting the phone bills properly. And once she had all of this info she had my mothers electricity shut off and that had some diar issues becasue my mom had a deep freezer where a lot of food and meat was stored. Well you guessed it 2 weeks after that the meet was nothing but maggots and 500 dollars in meat was now wasted. I knew who had done it and she threatend that if I did not come home that this was only the beginning and she was not kidding...stay tuned more next time on how I lost my 500lb gorilla.
Thanks again
Rick The VegasCabbie
Follow me on twitter/vegascabbie
You see after I got out of Jail (which I thought of as a new beginning for us) she soon went back to her old ways of manipulation and deciept. I was soon back on the road to being huge after I had lost over 150 lbs in Jail and Iwas getting pissed at myself and so was my family (as well they should of) but I was held prosoner in my own home with mo way to get anywhere or communicate with anyone. She had the only keys to the car which actually did not matter since I was to big to get behind and wheel of any car to even drive. She would always take the phones with her whenever she would go somewhere and this is when I had my chances to escape when I did. On a daily basis she would go do errands like take the daughter to school, go see her many Dr's. Etc. Etc. and this I found out would be my opportunity to get the hell out of there.
So after getting a friendly neighbor named John to help me with a spare phone he had I was able to make arrangement to get out of the house. Now this would include a truck so I could ride in the back since no other car could accomodate me and the timing of it all was crucial. So eventually it was all set and the day came when she left for her errands and I made the call for the ride to come and get me. Now at this particualr time my mother lived in Hawaii so she was not involved this time around. They were on vacation back to New York visiting some friends and I had made arrangement to meet up with them in a few days and I remember my mom being so happy. So I dissappear and I remember the neighbors who were her friends seeing me get into the truck just waiting to tell her the whole story. You must remember there were no cell phones in these days so the word didnt get around like it would of today.
So I get to the "SAFE HOUSE" where my friend was waiting for me and had made all the sleeping arrangement and all. And my X had no idea who this person was or where she lived so there was no chance of me being found. My plan was to get to Hawaii where my mom lived and to go o ver there and rehab and lose some weight and to get myself to a point where I could live life again. Below are some pics of when I did make it over to Hawaii with my sister.
Well I did all of this but there was some problems with the whole thing, you see my x had found out that I was going to my moms and that was not to hard to find out. You see my X was a very smart, evil sort of person where she could call up like in this case the phone company and get her address by saying she was my moms and neede to see what they had for her address since she was not getting the phone bills properly. And once she had all of this info she had my mothers electricity shut off and that had some diar issues becasue my mom had a deep freezer where a lot of food and meat was stored. Well you guessed it 2 weeks after that the meet was nothing but maggots and 500 dollars in meat was now wasted. I knew who had done it and she threatend that if I did not come home that this was only the beginning and she was not kidding...stay tuned more next time on how I lost my 500lb gorilla.
Thanks again
Rick The VegasCabbie
Follow me on twitter/vegascabbie
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