Well to put it lightly I was in a bad situation that as I look back just could not get my way out of. I was to a point in my life that was the most horrible that a man could ever want to be in. I remember times like this with a glimmer in my eye of wondering what I would do with my life if I ever lived through this experience. Well I did and here I am talking about it since I have come to realize that this is a problem across the country, a silent problem that is killing people. Believe it or not that after I left her she did this all to another man that she was cheating on me with when she was with me.
I remember that my ex wife would watch over me and literally force me to eat my food or make my life a living hell. You must realize there that I was over 500lbs, there was no job, no money, and the sex goes at about 450 lbs. well at least any decent kind of sex. So I remember this one incident where I got caught giving the end of my hot dog bun to the dog we had and the next thing I know I was getting hit over the head with a cain. Thats right a walking cain that split my head wide open, bleeeding profusly I called 911 or rather she did since I was not allowed a phone it was locked up in the room where she slept.
So get this the ambulance gets there treatrs me for the wound and in the mean time I'm telling them what happend, shes outside talking to the cops and when the cop comes in the house I literally get accused of assaulting her (you have to remember I was always sitting on the ground I never walked anywhere accept to use the restroom) I said WHAT and there was her 12 yr old daughter backing her up because mommy promised her some sort of reward or clothes I'm sure. This was a common occurance the daughter backing her up in many, many ways. They would team up on me saying that they would accuse me of beating her daughter if I didnt eat the whole pizza. YA crazy shit like that I'm serious nobody could even make this shit up believe me.
And the cops would always take the 95lb weakling wifes side of things. This frail little thing would bat her baby brown eyes at the cops and just get them all on her side and I was of course the big, bad guy. And I know you only have my word on this but all I ever did to her was protect myself against hits and scratches and she would hit me so hard that she would bruise herself sometimes and that is what I would be accused of doing. Which at time dont get me wrong I really wanted to hurt her sometimes but common sense always got ther better of me. There are many, many stories like this and I will tell a few more since they get really bizzare but believe me when I tell you I was in a very, very bad place AND I DID NOT KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO.
My family was involved but she did a great job of cutting me off from them, they didn't know where I lived, didnt know the phone number (no cell phones back then) but I got word to them and was saved numerous times but the manipulation continued much to my dumb ass believing her lies and deciept. I will get more into some crappy, juicy detailes in the next chapter. I am doing this these many yrs later becasue I realixw now what was taken away from me back then I was 21 or so when I met her and when it was all over my 20's had dissappeared, POOF like magic the best years of a young persons life was gone.....son of a bitch I get pissed about it sometimes...
Thanks for reading, more on friday....
The Cabbie
I remember that my ex wife would watch over me and literally force me to eat my food or make my life a living hell. You must realize there that I was over 500lbs, there was no job, no money, and the sex goes at about 450 lbs. well at least any decent kind of sex. So I remember this one incident where I got caught giving the end of my hot dog bun to the dog we had and the next thing I know I was getting hit over the head with a cain. Thats right a walking cain that split my head wide open, bleeeding profusly I called 911 or rather she did since I was not allowed a phone it was locked up in the room where she slept.
So get this the ambulance gets there treatrs me for the wound and in the mean time I'm telling them what happend, shes outside talking to the cops and when the cop comes in the house I literally get accused of assaulting her (you have to remember I was always sitting on the ground I never walked anywhere accept to use the restroom) I said WHAT and there was her 12 yr old daughter backing her up because mommy promised her some sort of reward or clothes I'm sure. This was a common occurance the daughter backing her up in many, many ways. They would team up on me saying that they would accuse me of beating her daughter if I didnt eat the whole pizza. YA crazy shit like that I'm serious nobody could even make this shit up believe me.
And the cops would always take the 95lb weakling wifes side of things. This frail little thing would bat her baby brown eyes at the cops and just get them all on her side and I was of course the big, bad guy. And I know you only have my word on this but all I ever did to her was protect myself against hits and scratches and she would hit me so hard that she would bruise herself sometimes and that is what I would be accused of doing. Which at time dont get me wrong I really wanted to hurt her sometimes but common sense always got ther better of me. There are many, many stories like this and I will tell a few more since they get really bizzare but believe me when I tell you I was in a very, very bad place AND I DID NOT KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO.
My family was involved but she did a great job of cutting me off from them, they didn't know where I lived, didnt know the phone number (no cell phones back then) but I got word to them and was saved numerous times but the manipulation continued much to my dumb ass believing her lies and deciept. I will get more into some crappy, juicy detailes in the next chapter. I am doing this these many yrs later becasue I realixw now what was taken away from me back then I was 21 or so when I met her and when it was all over my 20's had dissappeared, POOF like magic the best years of a young persons life was gone.....son of a bitch I get pissed about it sometimes...
Thanks for reading, more on friday....
The Cabbie
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